Mixed Feelings and Confusion

Okay. So a lot has happened in the last week. Where I didn't know what to talk about last week, then my rant in the middle of the week. But this week, I have so much to talk about. Okay. So a few weeks ago, a really good friend of mine, Dom, brought his best friend over so we could meet him. He fit in immediately. Everyone gets along great and it's a lot of fun when he around. One day, his friend, Goldie, went to the lake with me, Momma and Cyn. He told me that he use to like me. Now, our situation is kind of complicated to explain, but I will do my best. I went to two different high schools. My freshman and 'sophomore' years were at one school. And Goldie was a friend of a few of my friends, but he had his own group of friends. So we didn't know each other directly. I moved the end of my 'sophomore' year to another one. Okay. So yeah. Me and Goldie indirectly sort of kinda, but not really, knew each other. And at the lake, he told me he use to have a crush on me. Well, we went to karaoke last Friday night and he ended up kissing me. And I don't know what I felt. I didn't have any negative emotions towards it, but I didn't really feel anything special by it. He told me that he still has a crush on me and that he likes me. Yesterday, Momma went and picked him up and he spent the day with us and went out to eat with us. We all had a lot of fun. In the car, he held my hand and I leaned on him. When we took him home, he gave me a small peck. I like spending time with him. I want to be there for him as a really good friend (can't be best friend because he already has one). And I really enjoy being around him. I didn't mind it when he kissed me. So, I figured why not? I am willing to give him a chance. Now, nothing is official, but it's still worth writing about. Anyways. In another note, today is my absolute best friend's birthday, as well as my grandmother's. So I'd like to wish Grandma and Josh a very happy birthday. Love you both. To everyone who reads my blog, feel free to ask any questions or make any comments on any of my posts. I'd like to see if my blog is really working and all, or is it all just a waste of time. Alright guys. Well, until next week. Have a wonderful week.